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“Fuck Urself” was inspired by the fact that I love to masturbate…quite often actually. Growing up as a girl, I never had anyone to talk to about it or teach me how to do it. Around the age of twelve, I simply figured out that it felt really good to touch myself. Fourteen years later and I still love doing it; I’m just much better at it now.
I live for that feeling right before the climax. That moment when you forget that anyone else exist; when you’re touching yourself ever so vigorously. You don’t realize how hard your back is arched and your toes are curled. Your thighs start to quiver and you feel that rush building in between in your legs. That moment right before you come…you want it to last forever, but you know you have to keep going or you’ll lose it. Oh, and then it happens… that beautiful, exhilarating explosion. It sends pulsating waves through your legs; a blast of warmth all the way to your toes. There’s really nothing like it.
The problem is finding good material to get you off. There’s porn, but ugh…it’s so cliché. And you can’t look it up on your computer without millions of spam pop-ups, or your significant other checking out your browsing history. And heaven forbid you pay $13 to rent a porno and then you’re done six minutes into it. I find myself making up scenarios in my head. Threesomes are always an easy choice (two guys, one girl) and sometimes thinking about ex’s can be fun (never current ones). But I find myself getting bored with the same old story lines.
Which brings me to this blog. As I recently finished watching my all time favorite movie about love and sex, “Closer” (starring Natalie Portman, Jude Law, Julia Roberts, and Clive Owen), I got to thinking…What does everyone else wank about?
